So I woke up to a text from my former handler saying that I should not eat until Sunday for a gig of some sort. If you know me you'll know that I easily get pressured especially when it comes to me having to get thinner fast. I started to crave for some foods after reading that text and I kept on thinking about not eating and that actually made everything worst, because we all know that when you think about not eating you end up thinking more of eating and that isn't good. This is me stressing out for nothing, really. I just hate the pressure all of this is causing and giving me right now.