Tuesday, April 29, 2014


HAPPY MONDAY... again!!!

I don't really know but I kind of got this weird realization while I was eating Pancit Canton, just now.

If I remember it right, last year or maybe last last year, I used to just being alone and hating everything and everyone around me. I don't really remember why anymore but I can still remember that part of my life. I just don't feel like talking with anyone and I used to just lock my self in my room. I didn't even use my phone for its purposes, I just used it as my alarm clock or for music. My childhood friends can attest to this.

I kind of went to that phase too. I didn't show it by my fashion sense or whatever, or even music but in my mind I know I was rebelling from everyone. I used to post "emo" stuff around the web. Everything I see, everything I hear or every little thing that caught my attention will be cursed. Also - I curse like a sailor back then. In every sentence that I make.

I still have those moments up to now but I can say that I am much more happier that before. I met a few people that I can say, made me realize how wonderful and happy life can be. I am of course grateful to them. You can still hear me curse a lot but I can say that this time I was just kidding and I am just being my sweet self to my friends. Hahaha. And tumblr taught me the language that is "sarcasm" so yeah~ :P

I guess I was just being a teenager back then. Not by age, but I am a late bloomer after all. I think I just didn't know what to do with my life so I ended up hating the world. I can say that feeling that is not good but it thought me a lot of lessons and it made me who I am right now. So I am thankful.

with love,

Monday, April 28, 2014



Sobrang init the whole day!!! Was supposed to go to Trece but obviously tinamad ako. Ugh. So I just slept lang the whole day.

So I found this blogger from MNL na may surname as my middle initial. First time ko to actually meet/see/know someone na BUE ang surname so I am kind of excited about it. Heheheh.

with love,

Sunday, April 27, 2014



I actually almost just slept the whole day today. I arrived home from a night out with Jeri at around 6am. I kinda still feel sick right now and I know it is my fault because I went out last night when I still feel sick and also because I took bioflu when I know that medicine won't help me. Too much for wanting to feel fine.

Last night was a roller coaster ride. I actually got to experience every emotion a person can feel. Not fun.

And now I am home alone since the whole fam is watching my brother play basketball. Ugh.

P.S. One week of blogging... success!!! Congratulate me or something.

with love,

Saturday, April 26, 2014



I still feel sick. I am confined here inside my room for 2 days now and it sucks. I just wanna go out, siguro by going out mawawala ang sama ng pakiramdam ko. Right?

with love,

Friday, April 25, 2014



I actually slept for 16 hours today. I don't feel fine, my whole body is super sore, I guess it's because of too much dancing from the night out we had last Wednesday. It also rained today, rain makes me extra emotional so imagine the litol girl that I am feeling sick and emotional. I almost cried for no reason at all.

with love,

Mocha Blends.


Obviously I wasn't able to post anything yesterday. I was actually busy having a life outside of internet. Some of my friends and I went to this bar in Dasma, M2 THE CLUB, and we had such an amazing night. Met some cool people and got to just be the crazy litol girls we are. Hahaha.

I don't know what got into me that I was soooooo freaking hyper that night. We literally danced all night or at least for most of the time we spent there. Our new friend, Christian, I think he kind of got overwhelmed by my hyperness last night but in a good way. He just kept on smiling whenever he look at me and he kind of told me that I am cool. Alaska Young cool, hopefully.

And yes, that's the Alaska Young from Mr. John Green's book, Looking for Alaska. I reread that book and I just fell in love with Alaska's coolness all over again. Why am I not her? Ohhh life, I guess.

We actually went to SM Dasma before going to the bar and we stayed at Mocha Blends for a while. I love that place, I like the staff and all but I just don't like their house blend iced tea. Ugh. Wrong move, I used to order something from their coffee mixes or something and I should've yesterday as well. #justsaying

So I learned something cool earlier. I installed this video editor app, Magisto, n my phone and I tried using it for the first time and I fell in love with that app. I can now make cool videos the easiest way. Hahaha...

P.S. I srsly wanna post our selca/selfie pictures here but I don't feel like it as well. What is wrong with me!!! 

with love,

Tuesday, April 22, 2014


Happy Tuesday.

I am of course not happy today, as usual. I am so upset because of google+ and youtube. I was trying to save my youtube videos to one channel but stupid google won't let me so I've decided to just delete my very first youtube channel and make a new one. I am now regretting it because I don't have the old video clips that I uploaded there. 99 videos. Ugh. Why is it so hard living in this world of technology?

with love,

Monday, April 21, 2014


Happy Monday. :)

I am trying.

Hey people. Happy Easter Sunday!!!

So I am back after 2 months or so of hiatus. I feel like posting something so yeah, I am here.

As you guys may or may not know (because really sino bang nagbabasa ng posts ko anyways) I dropped out of school and now I am busy doing nothing and just hanging with my friends. I am kind of getting sick of it already but I am just too lazy to think or do whatever about it...

So yesterday my friends and I went for a swim at Rio Villanuevo Natural Spring Resort in Indang. I kind of got drunk because I was actually the only one drinking and we had tequila. Of course I do like drinking tequila specially having it with 7up and lemon but I would always prefer having gin tonic. Gin tonic is just so refreshing and you won't have hangover from it. Awesome. Ahhhhh~ talking about gin tonic makes me miss awkward Jo and hanging with them. :)

So yeah, I guess that would be it for now.

with love,