Let's take time to reminisce.

These are some diary/daily entries I saw on my notebook. I just felt like putting it here for my own sake. Hahaha. This is going to be long...

This one was written last August 04, 2011. I do believe that it was during one of my Psychology classes.

RANDOM THOUGHTS.

*Gah. Arrived late for my first subject. 49 minutes late, oh no, 19 minutes.
*This teacher is one hell of a boring teacher. I keep on thinking about POTTERMORE, TUMBLR, TWITTER, FACEBOOK, SUPER JUNIOR .... Butterbeer!
*What the actual fuck is this?
*It's now raining cats and dogs outside.
*They won't cancel/suspend the classes, right? Sucks to be me right now.
*They're talking about pregnancy/getting pregnant. Beat me! I ain't listening.
*Wow. This girl is seriously getting on my nerves.
*How can you call someone plastic and still act like you're cutesy-cutesy friends with them?

*I seriously hate being alone. FUCK!
*I am stoked.

I don't know what motivates these people to go to school because I for one doesn't know why I am here.

*I actually participated on a PLAY. Weird.

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This other one was written last September 14, 2011. This entry is for this one guy I used to like. Funny, really.

♥Yesterday, I waited for your message. I know you're busy with your OJT but I still hoped that maybe you'll remember to at least say "HI", but yes, nothing from you. I'm kind of expecting the same for today.

♥I keep on telling my self Yesterday that I should not let my pride take over me completely, that I should at least risk talking with you first but unfortunately, I just can't.

♥Why is liking someone so hard?
♥ I almost made a huge mistake yesterday. I almost asked my "EX-boyf" to be my "Boyf" again. Wanna know why? So that you'll talk to me, hoping that you'll get jealous. But I'm not that stupid and shallow yet. At least not yet.

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OMG. I actually made quite a number of entries for HIM!!! This one was written last September 17, 2011. My goodness.

Yesterday I posted a status saying "IF YOU CAN READ THIS THEN IT MEANS I LIKE YOU". I actually don't know why I did that but I guess I just wanna take my chances and for once, risk it. I know it is weird but I do hope that you wouldn't take it against me.

It stresses me knowing that you're happy, that you're sad. But really, what can I do anyway, right? Please be happy.
I have a crush on you. I really like you. If ever I tell you this, would you still talk to me?
I'm pretty much confuse.

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These two doesn't have date. Ohhhh~

STUPID LOVE!!!
STOP TALKING TO ME SO I CAN STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU!!!

We're actually like Philippines and Korea apart from each other, it's not even funny. (NOTE: He's not from Korea. He's actually from the Philippines)
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This was from a entry from November 10, 2010. Woah.

♥I always wondered if it's normal for people to be so emotional all of a sudden. Is it normal for people to be so helpless and stupid, or is it just me that is suffering from these emotions? Am I not normal, at all?

♥Ate out with Jazza and Ate Tina at this Korean restaurant. We ordered two servings of Samgyupsal. It was a bit pricey but was worth it. It also came with a free kimchi chigae and it was a yummy soup. We'd go there again to try their bibimbap.

♥We currently don't have internet connection and I'm bored like mad right now. Can I just cry? Would go to SMART CENTER tomorrow to check if they can fix it for us. Oh gee. I'll have classes tomorrow but I just don't feel like attending. Haha.

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Written last last November 11, 2010. Just being my EMO self.

♥I once read somewhere that we should not dwell so much on our past. Past mistakes or everything. I tried. I tried to forget but I don't know why I keep on remembering and feeling bad about everything that happened. How can I live like this? I hate my self so much.

♥Today is my older brothers' birthday. He bought ice cream and they went out, I mean his girlfriend and him. I wish that he'll be more healthier and that he'll be happier this year.

♥I spent the whole day sleeping because I was too afraid of going out. My nephew has chicken pox and I don't wanna acquire that fucking sickness. I don't want that to happen.

♥It's now almost 2am and I'm craving for ice cream and pizza but I'm trying to not eat and not think about it. Haha.

♥Thank you GOD for all the blessings and for taking care of our family.

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AND THAT'S IT!!! There're actually a lot more than this but I'm a bit tired from typing now. I'll post everything up some other day. :D

with love, Lileth.

100 FACTS ABOUT LILET

So I'm actually doing this on Twitter but then I thought that it would be weird not being able to read the whole thing my self  so I'm posting this here... ALSO!

These facts are super random , I just type them whenever I feel like it or whenever I realize something about me that I can share or at least a bit interesting. So yeah~

#100FACTSABOUTME

1. I hate snakes. Anything related to it freaks me out.
2. I'm always online. It's easier to contact/reach me online than my phone :D
3. I LOVE LOVE LOVE GREEN TEA FRAPPE FROM STARBUCKS. And I want one right now,please?
4. I'm only attracted to people that I CAN'T HAVE.
5. I eat ice cream a lot, it's not even funny :|
6. I can eat a whole water melon, alone, in one sitting.
7. Having mostly girls as your friend can bring you so much drama. I hate that!
8. I don't know how to dance.
9. I only have FEW friends and I love and trust them.
10. I love watching korean dramas,variety shows,idol shows or just anything korean. :D
11. I can speak basic Korean and I learned from watching too much korean dramas and variety shows. 맞아요!!!
12. I MISS HIM!
13. I can't cook.
14. I like BRAZO DE MERCEDEZ so much. I can eat a whole cake by myself.
15. I have mild asthma that's why I don't have any pets. T.T
16. I have one half-sister.
17. When I was younger I don't feel confident on wearing short shorts or even mini skirts.
18. I hate school dress codes. I hate dress codes.
19. I love strawberry a lot. Anything strawberry flavored is my favorite by default :D
20. I own a guitar named CHARLIE but I don't know how to play it.

21. My mom is my hero. I'd probably die without my mom. I LOVE YOU NANAY! :)
22. My sister is my role model. I wanna be like her.
23. I grew up alone, not literally, kinda but yeah. My parents were too busy with the business so I kinda took care of my self.
24. I don't really like sweet foods that much, but I like chocolates. Yeah. If you get what I mean then you're cool.
25. I don't like any caramel flavored food. Bluuuh~
26. I'm a huge KPOP fan. If that's not obvious to you yet.
27. Super Junior will always be my KPOP BIAS group~ i love them so much.
28. I am morena.
29. I used to read a lot of fanfics but since my laptop was stolen last year,I actually stopped reading fanfics. I actually miss reading them.
30. My friends think I have a weird sense of humor. They don't laugh because my jokes are funny but because I fail at telling jokes.
31. I sometimes think I'm lesbian, for some strange reasons.
32. I over think like a mad granny.
33. At some point I tried to commit suicide but backed out of it because I was too afraid of Him to even do it and think about it.
34. I don't really text a lot. In fact I hate texting, I'd rather be calling someone than wait for them to answer whatever I want to know from them.
35. I like dressing up and some family members don't like my fashion sense. Especially my father and my aunt. They don't actually like it because they're afraid of what other people might say but I couldn't care less.
36. I have a lot of celebrity and non-celebrity crushes. And there are a lot of girl crushes too.
37. I'm a professional stalker. I'm not even kidding. I should actually make it my job or something.
38. Words can hurt me a lot.
39. My ipod is 100% Korean. It only have korean songs in it.
40. I would like to travel the world, like, who wouldn't?
41. Number 2 and 13 are my favorite numbers. Go figure.
42. I was once a badminton player and I have a medal for it. Nothing big though.
43. I don't like studying. I don't even study even if there's a big exam coming. No. It's actually more like I don't know how to review for exams.
44. I'm quite tall for a normal Filipina. :)

45. I don't like kids.

46. I drink coke too much. My mom always scold me for it.

47. I'm too sensitive and emotional for my own good.

48. I hate people. I'm not a big fan of them.

49. I used to think that purple is my favorite color but now I've learned that I actually like every color there is.

50. I have two guy bestfriends. They're actually like my brothers and boyfriends as well.
51. My alcohol tolerance is kinda high.
52. My 5 guy friends, including my best guy friends, throw up from drinking too much with me and I was just laughing and teasing them.
53. I can eat yakisoba all day, errday.
54. I can't sleep without electric fan.
55. I sleep like a mummy. I should be all wrapped up or I won't be able to sleep.
56. I dream of travelling every island of the Philippines.
57. I consider my self as "babaeng bakla", just because.
58. I tend to say "truth" if ever I agree with what you're saying.
59. I fell in love with my guy best friend.
60. I had one korean boyfriend.
61. I had my drivers license at the age of 21.
62. I had 2 cars in a span of 3 years.
63. I don't own any of those cars anymore.
64. I now own a Honda CRV 2003 model, a gift from my mother.
65. As much as I wanted to, I don't really enjoy rainy season.
66. Gin tonic, forever and ever.
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I'll edit this, hindi pa ako tapos sa random facts ko sa Twitter! :D

with love and more random facts about myself, 
Lileth.