Let's take time to reminisce.

These are some diary/daily entries I saw on my notebook. I just felt like putting it here for my own sake. Hahaha. This is going to be long...

This one was written last August 04, 2011. I do believe that it was during one of my Psychology classes.

RANDOM THOUGHTS.

*Gah. Arrived late for my first subject. 49 minutes late, oh no, 19 minutes.
*This teacher is one hell of a boring teacher. I keep on thinking about POTTERMORE, TUMBLR, TWITTER, FACEBOOK, SUPER JUNIOR .... Butterbeer!
*What the actual fuck is this?
*It's now raining cats and dogs outside.
*They won't cancel/suspend the classes, right? Sucks to be me right now.
*They're talking about pregnancy/getting pregnant. Beat me! I ain't listening.
*Wow. This girl is seriously getting on my nerves.
*How can you call someone plastic and still act like you're cutesy-cutesy friends with them?

*I seriously hate being alone. FUCK!
*I am stoked.

I don't know what motivates these people to go to school because I for one doesn't know why I am here.

*I actually participated on a PLAY. Weird.

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This other one was written last September 14, 2011. This entry is for this one guy I used to like. Funny, really.

♥Yesterday, I waited for your message. I know you're busy with your OJT but I still hoped that maybe you'll remember to at least say "HI", but yes, nothing from you. I'm kind of expecting the same for today.

♥I keep on telling my self Yesterday that I should not let my pride take over me completely, that I should at least risk talking with you first but unfortunately, I just can't.

♥Why is liking someone so hard?
♥ I almost made a huge mistake yesterday. I almost asked my "EX-boyf" to be my "Boyf" again. Wanna know why? So that you'll talk to me, hoping that you'll get jealous. But I'm not that stupid and shallow yet. At least not yet.

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OMG. I actually made quite a number of entries for HIM!!! This one was written last September 17, 2011. My goodness.

Yesterday I posted a status saying "IF YOU CAN READ THIS THEN IT MEANS I LIKE YOU". I actually don't know why I did that but I guess I just wanna take my chances and for once, risk it. I know it is weird but I do hope that you wouldn't take it against me.

It stresses me knowing that you're happy, that you're sad. But really, what can I do anyway, right? Please be happy.
I have a crush on you. I really like you. If ever I tell you this, would you still talk to me?
I'm pretty much confuse.

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These two doesn't have date. Ohhhh~

STUPID LOVE!!!
STOP TALKING TO ME SO I CAN STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU!!!

We're actually like Philippines and Korea apart from each other, it's not even funny. (NOTE: He's not from Korea. He's actually from the Philippines)
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This was from a entry from November 10, 2010. Woah.

♥I always wondered if it's normal for people to be so emotional all of a sudden. Is it normal for people to be so helpless and stupid, or is it just me that is suffering from these emotions? Am I not normal, at all?

♥Ate out with Jazza and Ate Tina at this Korean restaurant. We ordered two servings of Samgyupsal. It was a bit pricey but was worth it. It also came with a free kimchi chigae and it was a yummy soup. We'd go there again to try their bibimbap.

♥We currently don't have internet connection and I'm bored like mad right now. Can I just cry? Would go to SMART CENTER tomorrow to check if they can fix it for us. Oh gee. I'll have classes tomorrow but I just don't feel like attending. Haha.

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Written last last November 11, 2010. Just being my EMO self.

♥I once read somewhere that we should not dwell so much on our past. Past mistakes or everything. I tried. I tried to forget but I don't know why I keep on remembering and feeling bad about everything that happened. How can I live like this? I hate my self so much.

♥Today is my older brothers' birthday. He bought ice cream and they went out, I mean his girlfriend and him. I wish that he'll be more healthier and that he'll be happier this year.

♥I spent the whole day sleeping because I was too afraid of going out. My nephew has chicken pox and I don't wanna acquire that fucking sickness. I don't want that to happen.

♥It's now almost 2am and I'm craving for ice cream and pizza but I'm trying to not eat and not think about it. Haha.

♥Thank you GOD for all the blessings and for taking care of our family.

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AND THAT'S IT!!! There're actually a lot more than this but I'm a bit tired from typing now. I'll post everything up some other day. :D

with love, Lileth.