He is back in my life.
with love, Lily.
Monday, February 10, 2014
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Egg makes everything nicer.
Hello everyone.
So I am kind of back again. I don't actually know why tho. I guess I just wanted to, again, write something in here so it won't look like I abandoned it as much as I actually did.
I actually wanted to talk about some things that has been bothering me for quite a while now. It's about a lot of things that is happening to my life right now. I don't know where to start tho.
Okay, let me start with me wanting to finally have a job. Any job or any business that may come my way. I feel like I needed to work or a work. I'm quite desperate about it as well. I'm actually thinking of applying as a janitress to wherever, as long as I get paid. I know this is kind of stupid and I can feel you guys making faces as you're reading this but I am 100000x serious. I am thinking of going back to blogging and giving my 100% this time but I know that I'll eventually get lazy doing it. I tried searching for any online jobs I can do but I didn't trust anything that I saw. I wanna work from home. I wanna work somewhere far from home. I wanna earn my own money and be able to buy things I wanted to buy for my self. You see? This is my problem. I don't know what I really wanted to do with my life. All I know right now is I want to have a job that can pay me enough for my needs.
Another thing is, family.
I love them but I just wanna go away from them for a while. I wanna be free. I want to be independent. I know that for them to agree to this, I have to have a job and they need to see me be serious about it. Ugh. I just wanna run away.
I wanted my old life. I mean my life 2 to 3 years ago. I wanna be THAT girl again. Everything about my life right now is a huge mess. I don't even know. If only I can turn back time, I'll go back to when my life is not this problematic. I'll go back to being the yourg nice Lily that everyone know. Even if I know that I'll have to be the old boring me. I want that life more than my life right now.
Lovelife? My heart is in pain right now. I am hurting so much that I can't even tell you guys about it. I'll be fine, just like before.
So yeah. I think that's it.
with love, Lily.
So I am kind of back again. I don't actually know why tho. I guess I just wanted to, again, write something in here so it won't look like I abandoned it as much as I actually did.
I actually wanted to talk about some things that has been bothering me for quite a while now. It's about a lot of things that is happening to my life right now. I don't know where to start tho.
Okay, let me start with me wanting to finally have a job. Any job or any business that may come my way. I feel like I needed to work or a work. I'm quite desperate about it as well. I'm actually thinking of applying as a janitress to wherever, as long as I get paid. I know this is kind of stupid and I can feel you guys making faces as you're reading this but I am 100000x serious. I am thinking of going back to blogging and giving my 100% this time but I know that I'll eventually get lazy doing it. I tried searching for any online jobs I can do but I didn't trust anything that I saw. I wanna work from home. I wanna work somewhere far from home. I wanna earn my own money and be able to buy things I wanted to buy for my self. You see? This is my problem. I don't know what I really wanted to do with my life. All I know right now is I want to have a job that can pay me enough for my needs.
Another thing is, family.
I love them but I just wanna go away from them for a while. I wanna be free. I want to be independent. I know that for them to agree to this, I have to have a job and they need to see me be serious about it. Ugh. I just wanna run away.
I wanted my old life. I mean my life 2 to 3 years ago. I wanna be THAT girl again. Everything about my life right now is a huge mess. I don't even know. If only I can turn back time, I'll go back to when my life is not this problematic. I'll go back to being the yourg nice Lily that everyone know. Even if I know that I'll have to be the old boring me. I want that life more than my life right now.
Lovelife? My heart is in pain right now. I am hurting so much that I can't even tell you guys about it. I'll be fine, just like before.
So yeah. I think that's it.
with love, Lily.
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
Page 1 of 365.
Hello everyone, I abandoned this blog of mine for a long time now but I am somehow back again. I don't know tho, I just felt like updating so here I am.
HAPPY NEW YEAR btw.
HAPPY NEW YEAR btw.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
That should be me.
I srsly wanna post something here so here's a huge instagram photo dump from last year up to now. :)
Watching random YT Kpop videos. Haaaa. SooYoungie is so cute. :)
Running with just 2 hours of sleep!!! Ugh so sleepy. :/
Le Mother arranging Christmas decorations. Merry Christmas everyone.
Done for today!!! Car is all set, pwede na gumala. Hahahaha.
Cooked kimchi fried rice for dinner. Hohohoho.
Sticker for le car.
Crazy crazy friend. I love this girl to death. Hahaha.
Why do I look "kinda" thing here? Love it. Hahaha. New shoes and yes, some parts of le not-so-new car.
Enchanted day. Hahaha. Wagas sa unang sakay!!!
Yieee so cuteee!!!
Nagmamataray lang last night sa TIDES Tagaytay.
Yesterday sa MOA.
Happy friends.
GG (God given) FRIENDS.
Throwback Saturday.
Gala with my besties today. OOTD.
Accompanied my Mom to the salon. Got le hair trimmed as well. Hahahaha. Hello~~~~ I'm homeeeee. I missed my bed. Hahahaha
Finally got to see them again after 1 or so years. I love these girls, syempre kasama din si Erich!!!
Fetched my Grandma and Titas from Palawan. Kinda tired from all the kakulitan but masaya naman.
And because we're bored.
My just-woke-up face. FML.
3 hours of sleep = headache. Ugh.
TAYRD!!!
Sick of my face yet? Hahaha. 90th birthday of my Grandpa.
Heeheehee.
No shame. Maipilit lang talaga.
With le ultimate local celebrity crush, Mr. COCO MARTIN.
Tambay with my cousins.
Magnum overdose with Hannah.
Or maybe not. Hahaha. Too lazy to post every picture right now. :)
with love, Lileth.
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
A thousand miles.
So as of my last post, I decided to just go with this URL and instead make a new tumblr account for photography. I'm still practicing and I know having that account would help me a lot. :)
You can follow/visit my tumblr accounts, if you're interested.
ITSLILYJECIEL / LILYJECIELBEHINDTHELENS
with love, Lileth.
You can follow/visit my tumblr accounts, if you're interested.
ITSLILYJECIEL / LILYJECIELBEHINDTHELENS
with love, Lileth.
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