What makes me happy?

Was tagged by my little cousin, Hannah, to this "tag game" on Instagram and since I don't feel like answering it there, I am putting my answers here. :)

So I have to write about 10 things that makes me happy and 20 facts about me.

Here we gooooo~

10 THINGS THAT MAKES ME HAPPY : 

1. Family
2. Pizza.
3. Friends
4. Korean Music.
5. Korean Foods.
6. My car.
7. Kylie Jenner.
8. Music.
9. Make up.
10. Crts.

20 FACTS ABOUT ME :

1. I'm a heavy drinker.
2. I sometimes wish I am not as tall as I actually am.
3. I have the hugest crush on Kylie Jenner.
4. I quit college and I am unemployed.
5. I used to enjoy driving, USED TO.
6. I spend most of my time with my friends.
7. I don't like being told what to do.
8. I am currently in a relationship with someone but it don't feel like I am actually in one.
9. The name ACE is my most hated name. I don't think I'll ever be friends with someone named Ace.
10. Coke < Coffee.
11. I seriously wanna get plastic surgery but I am soooo poor to even dream about it.
12. I fell in love with one of my best boy friends. 
13. I wanna live in South Korea, Malibu and Japan, eventually.
14. I love singing.
15. My mom gave me my car, it's a honda crv 2003 model and I named it Joonattan.
16. I am stopping right here because I don't know what to write anymore. 

Fvck. I had such a hard time answering. WTF, right? I feel like I don't know my self more than before or maybe I just changed a lot and I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing...


with love,
Lilet.

Realization.

HAPPY MONDAY... again!!!

I don't really know but I kind of got this weird realization while I was eating Pancit Canton, just now.

If I remember it right, last year or maybe last last year, I used to just being alone and hating everything and everyone around me. I don't really remember why anymore but I can still remember that part of my life. I just don't feel like talking with anyone and I used to just lock my self in my room. I didn't even use my phone for its purposes, I just used it as my alarm clock or for music. My childhood friends can attest to this.

I kind of went to that phase too. I didn't show it by my fashion sense or whatever, or even music but in my mind I know I was rebelling from everyone. I used to post "emo" stuff around the web. Everything I see, everything I hear or every little thing that caught my attention will be cursed. Also - I curse like a sailor back then. In every sentence that I make.

I still have those moments up to now but I can say that I am much more happier that before. I met a few people that I can say, made me realize how wonderful and happy life can be. I am of course grateful to them. You can still hear me curse a lot but I can say that this time I was just kidding and I am just being my sweet self to my friends. Hahaha. And tumblr taught me the language that is "sarcasm" so yeah~ :P

I guess I was just being a teenager back then. Not by age, but I am a late bloomer after all. I think I just didn't know what to do with my life so I ended up hating the world. I can say that feeling that is not good but it thought me a lot of lessons and it made me who I am right now. So I am thankful.


with love,
Lilet.