UTOLS - 1 Month

Today marks my first monthsarry with my boys, I love calling them that, Kuya R and J. I've known them for 5 months now, actually - we've been close for 5 months but I know them even way before that time. J was a former co-model and Kuya R is my friend, Larinas' cousin.

I don't know how I'll greet them. They've been celebrating this monthsarry thing for months now and just last month, they decided to let me join in. I feel quite awkward about it, actually. I don't wanna think that they're doing it just so I won't feel bad whenever they're celebrating but now it's making me feel bad. I'm not the kind of person to celebrate things like that, well because I hate celebrating and I suck at remembering dates.

But anyways, this post is supposed to be a post about them but why am I ranting? Hahahaha.

Batangas trip with them and Jhin.

Sila ang dalawa sa mga lalaking pinakamamahal at mahalaga sa buhay ko. Hindi ko alam kung paano at saan nagsimula ang samahan naming tatlo at mas lalong hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan at saan kami dadalhin ng pagkakaibigan namin pero pinapanalangin ko na sana habangbuhay kaming magkakasama. Napakaswerte ko na nahanap ko sila, walang halong biro. Daig ko pa ang may dalawang tatay, kuya, ate, mentor at boyfriend sa kanila.

Sa inyong dalawa, maraming salamat. Hindi na matatawaran ng kahit ano pang bagay sa mundo ang utang na loob ko sa inyo. Mahal na mahal ko kayong dalawa, mga utols ko. :)

Well, that was awkward. LOL. Excuse my face. :\

with love, Lileth.