...

blur.

everything in my life right now is nothing but a blur.

what do you wanna know?

why are you even here?

i just don't see a reason for you to be here.

i'm lost.

i'm sorry.

you won't be seeing anything here, for a while.

good bye.

Breakeven

"When I first met J, I thought you guys are an item."

-Jerilyn

Is what my friend Je told me when we got to talk about J earlier. A lot of people told me about this already pero kahit ang dami ko nang beses narinig yan, hindi ko pa din mapigilang ma-amaze at magulat. I don't get why people presume that we're together when we don't even look the part. I just don't get it. J and I are like siblings and inaalagaan nya ako katulad ng pag-aalaga nya sa mga tunay nyang kapatid. So why?

with love, Lileth.

Yellow hair.

Suddenly missed my yellow hair

with love, Lileth.

This is starting to be so weird.

Everything about us. Everything is starting to get out of place and I don't know what to do about it. I think this is all my fault. Or maybe not. How do I explain this here when I'm not even sure of what is going on my self. Ugh. Bitch please.